Why did dey hurt me wr it hurts the most...!!

I didn't knw dat my friends culd actually break ma heart...

Wit every drop of tear flowing from ma eye..
I can feel the pain..the promises..the trust n evrything dat I thought I had gain..

I culd hv nvr imagined or felt this pain b4...
Its more den a boy culd do to me...

Why did dey hurt me wr it hurts the most...

They knew I ws feeling bad..still dey did it..I still don't know the reason behind it...

They had commitments n promises to fullfill..
They had dere reasons n dey had a great deal..

Was I not important to dem..
Was I just a piece of shit dat dey had to deal with...

Why wr dey so important to me... 
Why I was nt d same for dem..

Why dey hurt me..wr it hurts d most...

They said it ws js a small thing...
Then y didn't dey do this for me...

Why did I had to feel dis way..
N dey say dey wr sorry aftr doing it...

Why did they hurt me..wr it hurts d most..

Now its js nt paining..its more den wat I had thought...

Now its nt js promises or trust dat dey broke..

Its ma freaking heart dat luvs dem still..

Evn whn it hurts.. I feel sorry for ma self n got nuthing to undrstand..

Why did dey hurt me..wr it hurts d most..

They say dey r sorry..bt I don't need those words..
Its like dey hurt me n nw dey want me back...

I feel as if I am rejectd..as if I am d bitch..for asking too much frm dem..whn I don't hv too much to gv...

Why it feels dis relation has nuthing for dem n its js me..

I don't undrstnd the logic of dat sorry..whn dey wr who did it..n nw dey want to heal it

Why dey hurt me wr it hurts d most..

Why dey hurt me wr it hurts d most..
I don't knw wat I mean to dem..n I don't want dem to b d same to me..
N I knw em hurt..so dat pain will do the work for me..

Why was I alwys ready for dem..
Why did I love dem unconditionally..

Why did I allow dem to hurt me??

Was it me who gave dem ma heart..
Was it me to trust dem n gv dem wat I culd hv thought..

Was it me who expectd too much...
Was it me who culdnt handle this love...

May be it was one sided..like ma ex..
May be it was nt d love dat dey had it..
May be I was still an ameture..
May be its ma mistake to lv dem d way it will hurt me d most...

Why is it so difdifficult undrstnd..
Why does it still pains n I don't knw..

Why did they hurt me..wr it hurts d most..

May be our relation was nt so strong..may be d bond dat v build was nt fullproofd n it had to go wrong...

May b wat I want is too much..
May b I hv to stop feeling d way I did it..

I don't gt why dey r sorry..if dey wr the one to hurt me..
I don't gt the way dey say..whn dey don't mean it..

I don't need dat sorry..n I guess em done..its like a breakup or I js broke ma heart wit sum sharp thing..

Why did dey hurt me..wr it hurts d most...

I feel dat dey slept wit ma love..whom I lovd the most..dey broke me n ma trust..

I was proud..
I was obessed..
I was in unconditional love..
I was thinking I had evry damn thing..
N it was ma past..

Bt..now em done.. I can't js let it go..

I don't want dat sorry..coz nw u may gt wat I mean...
Still..

N em done by saying.. all I had to so..

I still don't gt it.. n I fail to understand.. 

Why did ull hurt me wr it hurts d most...